Talking to shang on msn,and we're both doing the "i should have been" thing.And in this case,we're ranting on and on about making the wrong choice going to a jc being the lazy bums we are.Well at least it ain't looking that bad for me yet,he runs a high risk of retaining should he flunk the "Welcome Back Exam" next year.

Life isn't all rosy for me,well it ain't exactly shit too.Time's running out and i don't know if i'm looking forward to school or dreading it.I haven't exactly done much work,and the prospect of being a J2 is making me piss in my pants.(Not literally please..) Being a J2 means you're not supposed to have a life,weekends are gonna have to be spent studying,and the words free time is gonna be ripped outta the dictionary.

This holiday i guess is the same as the ones before,somehow i'd always go through some emotional turmoil just like the ones before.Well i guess it's good,this time i've gave up,faith gone.I'm gay...well for one year till i finish A's.

My resolution for tomorrow?Wake up in time for volleyball training before the teacher calls me up and screws me again.Ciao